I was so reluctant to go back to SCS but I obviously didn't have a choice. That place brings back bad memories for me. While almost everyone was enjoying their foundation term at there, I doubt I was doing so. Even those people who were from the same company as me felt the same way. So I wasn't the odd one out.
Anyway, I really don't like the event currently going on and PLC at all. I can't wait to get over with it. There are some people who actually liked the camp but that's because their previous camps was worse than this. I would gladly trade 10 days of SCS for 30 days of SI. That shows how much I really enjoyed the time at SI. Anyway, the only time that I will enjoy at PLC is when I watch Invincible Youth after lights out.
The biggest joke for the past 3 days - I was told to change my mindset for the 10 days by someone (Person A) who didn't like his vocation without realizing that he has to stick with it for the rest of his life. His behaviour and words totally betrayed Signals. It is bad enough when people deemed us as slackers but he didn't have to make the situation worse. Even the person who always likes to sleep during lesson time knows more than what Person A knows. That's really quite pathetic. I really want to see how he is going to handle his man next time. There were many things that happened which involved him throughout the past 3 days which I won't mention in detail here. I am 100% sure that everyone from SI P2 will agree with what I said about him and the event.
I really hope that I will be posted back to SI. Although I wasn't exactly the first choice, I believe I have the quality to be posted back there since it has been the tentative posting for me for the past 2 weeks. Let me hear the confirmation on 17th Dec.
Will this year's Christmas be as different as last year's?
cos life's like that
LONG POST!
For all I know, I haven't been blogging for quite some time but I didn't realize that it has been 2 months since I last blogged. I have been quite busy for every weekend since I entered Signals - all those faithful online studies. Finally, I have much more time for myself this weekend.
Anyway, the 13 week course at SI is about to end on Tuesday. It is really quite sad to leave though. I really enjoyed myself at there, more than BMT and SCS Foundation Term. Perhaps it is because of all the studying and staying in air-con room from 8am to 6pm for almost every day. =) A lot of other things have also happened since I last blogged, which I won't be mentioning in detail. Being the BSO for an exercise, arguments, conflicts, backstabbing, ridiculous comments, stupidity, horlan-ing, laughing until we can't take it etc..practically, we did almost all that we could do at there. All I can say is, such things can only happen once and I am glad that I was part of them.
And, my efforts for this course has indeed paid off. Honestly, I wasn't aiming for the award in the first 2 weeks, I changed my mind and made that award my target. Went for the interview for the top award last Thursday and when I thought back of the questions asked that day, I really felt that I could have done better. But then again, it doesn't matter I didn't get the top award. So long as what comes after that award is what I wanted all along, I am satisfied.
Sometimes, meeting up with friends whom we do not see always, be it coincidentally or purposely, could improve your mood slightly. For example, meeting up with the bowling people today for a number of games and talked to those whom I hardly talk to, and met Kelly (my "sis") at Marina Square. The catching-up part seems to be quite enjoyable? Ok, I don't really know how to phrase the sentence properly. Perhaps you might get what I am trying to drive at.
Short random thoughts:
After all, I was right about 27 Nov. I didn't have enough confidence and I failed. The second attempt, 15th Jan. This time, I have no choice but to succeed. Keeping my fingers crossed and praying hard for it. Oh man.
I still can't let go of NPCC. Even when I am in NS, I still want to be kept updated with the happenings and whenever I can make it for their trainings, I will turn up no matter what. It isn't a burden to me though. Cos that's what I enjoy doing. =)
Harry Potter 7 Part 1 was nice! I seriously can't wait for Part 2. And I think I will re-watch the entire series again before watching Part 2. If i have the time to do so though.
And if you are reading this blog and still don't know yet, I am a fan of Rainie Yang. Don't ask me why. You can never understand if you are not her fan. Haha.
Ok, I think that's that. Going back to PLC on Wednesday for CAT. Wonder how I will react when I get to see those close army friends that I have made since BMT. Lols.
cos life's like that
