Tuesday, February 23, 2010
~ 12:01 AM ~
Nothing much to blog actually. Everyday is just the same. Work work and work. But this week is the last week of my work already. Mixed feelings about ending this job. Oh well. I have already fulfilled my role as a temporary staff to help cope with the crowd for CNY. But after CNY, my role has ceased and I took up another role that I would say, I have been given too much trust to do so. It is a good thing that the manager trust me to help check those documents, which will be sent to the auditors. Just kind of scared that I would lian lei them in the future (cross fingers).
Kind of worried that I won't be having any job in March. I thought I could at least get another job to work until mid April. But it seems that the chance will be low. Zzz. Could have rejected this 1 month job and wait for a 3 month job. That uncertainty of being able to get a 3 month job then has led to this situation now. -.- *shake head*
Just realised I handled the situation wrongly despite having to have gone through the similar thing last year. No point to argue against the opposite party since their decision is in the best interest of everyone. I should have thought about that past incident and handle this new problem the same way that the past incident was solved. After a year and I still yet to learn. Disappointing. So much for thinking that I could have influence the opposite party with reasoning. Oh well..
After all, this February doesn't seem too bad as I expected.
无条件为你 不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强 相信你的眼神
不敢想 不敢问 有一天坏的可能
无条件为你 放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强 就不怕牺牲
我的灵魂 如此沸腾 为我爱的人
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
~ 1:01 AM ~
This year's CNY is boring.. Totally not feeling that festive mood. Especially when the activities over the CNY repeats year after year. -.-
First day - Went to temple to "visit' my paternal grandparents then to my first uncle house.
Second day - went to visit my maternal grandmother then to my third uncle house.
Third day - the usual people came over to my house for lunch/gathering and of course gambling. then to Singapore Flyer with my family.
Well, at least I didn't lose as much this year as compared to the previous 2 years. Lost enough for the past 2 years already. Perhaps this is the so-called home ground advantage. Lols. Anyway, there was this follow the auspicious trail at Singapore Flyer. You're supposed to make a wish at the highest point of the Flyer since you are nearer to the Heaven Qi - Tian Qi and there is no obstruction between u and the sky. Lols. Decided to give it a try since there isn't any harm. Just hope that it will come true? Like who won't want their wish to come true.
Sian. Have to go back to work later. But the good thing is that I only left with 1 and a half weeks before finding another job. In the meantime, really got to start exercising. Feel so "nuah" now. zzz.
have been thinking of this plan for quite sometime especially after that talk
just wondering if this plan would ever succeed
the odds are definitely against me though
but nevertheless
it does worth a shot
even if I lose, I don't want to lose in vain
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
Sunday, February 14, 2010
~ 2:22 AM ~
It's really very fast as I left with 2 more weeks of work before I need to start to find another new one. 3 weeks have just passed like that and I was beginning to get comfortable with my working environment, as in with the staff there but definitely not the customers. Don't know when I will be going back there to see the staff again. It is like so troublesome for me to travel there. Lols
Went out with the usual people to East Coast Park to celebrate Shermeen's birthday. Ate at a Hong Kong cafe there and the food was rather nice. Later on, we just talked and took a lot of photos all the way from ECP to Parkway Parade there to take bus. Walked with Felicia to Katong Mall to take bus 12. Thought I won't be sitting bus 12 home but in the end I did. Really sian of taking bus 12 already. Imagine going to and from work in bus 12 and have to stand for 45 mins for each journey. -.-
And the cycle repeats for this year's CNY. There isn't anything new for every year's CNY. Nothing to look forward to. It is just like a break for me when I was still schooling or working (for now). Well, at least this year is special since the first day of CNY falls on the same day as Valentines' Day. But to me, it doesn't make much difference.
你让真爱 转动
让自己不停梦
身在其中
绕成圆周
悲欢都全被你包容
你让灵魂 转动
用爱燃烧夜空
无可取代的
你在我心目中
因为你让生命感动
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
~ 2:14 AM ~
a role that I can never get rid of
it is like, I have been stereotyped
attempts to change it have failed
bcos you can't accept the alternative perspective
that's pathetic
like during this recent event,
there are others who did the same thing
but instead I was the centre of attention for the wrong reason
I don't get it
a stupid gl suggestion that led to the source of joke
I wonder if you ever consider other people feelings
even though you purely just want some fun
it shouldn't come at the expense of someone else feelings
those who are involved and are clever enough,
the post is really too easy for you to interpret
Sunday, February 07, 2010
~ 2:39 AM ~
Working in an environment that really tests your patience and stretch your limits = work at my working area. Some customers are really nice to you, create small conversation with you, thank-ing you for your help and even give you a pat on the back - makes your day better. But some of them, don't even bother to look at you when you greet them,interrupting what you want to say which prevents you from explaining and even give that kind of stuck-up attitude - feels like slapping them and asking them to shut up so that you can explain. Wth. But at least, the staff there are really very nice and can just relax and joke with them. Lols. I seemed to be complaining about my work ever since I started working at there. Perhaps it is the venue and the customers but what I think is that this job position is definitely do-able.
if that's the only way and can improve the situation
I guess I have no choice but to do so
I scribbled out my thoughts that day
it seemed that I really made a wrong move
but one thing is for sure is that
my initial decision was never wrong
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
