Wednesday, December 30, 2009
~ 2:59 AM ~
Finally found something different to do at home already. Watch ou xiang ju! Although I don't look like someone who watch such shows, but looks can be deceiving. =) Now watching 海派甜心, starring 罗志祥 and 杨丞琳. It's really a nice and funny show. But it has only 13 episodes. It could have been longer so that their fans will really get to enjoy more of their acting. Anyway, the ending theme song is also very nice - 雨爱 by 杨丞琳. Click here to see the video.
trying to put myself into your shoes and
see things from a different perspective
but there are things that I don't understand
I felt like asking you
but how am I supposed to ask?
it is like I already being "condemned"
it just ain't fair
and if "the world is like that" is the best reply
well,that's a lousy one
听雨的声音 一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续 让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 Rainie Love
窗外的雨滴 一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气像储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密 能一直延续
我相信我将会看到 彩虹的美丽
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
Sunday, December 27, 2009
~ 3:26 AM ~
Went over to Rong Quan's house for gathering especially when Calvin and him had just came out from Tekong after 2 weeks. I went there late because I had a much-needed sleep which allowed me to sleep from 2.30am to 2pm. Quite a number of food such as hashbrowns,fries,wings and chicken cubes have already been prepared by the time I got there. After I got there, they started playing pass-the-parcel, truth or dare and Rockband on PS3. Marcus was really very suay to kena the most time for the first two games. I didn't even get any "punishments". =) Didn't really play Rockband with them cos I know that I confirm "lag" de. Oh well, but watching them play was also quite entertaining. Before everyone started to leave, we had gift exchange and photo-taking. The gift I got was more for girls but it's the thoughts that count from the person who initially provided that gift. Left Rong Quan's place at about 10.45pm. Hope everything goes well for them in Tekong.
somehow I can't break down that barrier
there's like no source to aid me in finishing my "homework"
the support/help that I got, is beginning to dwindle in numbers
oh well
I don't expect them to support me all the way either
it just ain't fair when someone is dictating while others
a chance is all I ask for and also to weaken that barrier
perhaps..
this change will be an unexpected positive one
give it a try please?
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
Saturday, December 26, 2009
~ 12:43 AM ~
Went over to Zhang Xiang's house for stayover + Colin's birthday celebration + Christmas countdown. We had steamboat this time round for a change and the guys were really hardworking in preparing the food. There were simply so much food that even 15 of us couldn't finish. After dinner, we played mahjong and some card games that involved drinking vodka mixed with sprite as punishment. We played the card games to about 5.30am where everyone was about to fall asleep. However, some of us didn't feel like sleeping so we continued playing mahjong until 7 odd before leaving Zhang Xiang's place.
Went home, wanted to make myself more tired by reading storybook. But as I continued reading, I got more energetic and went out with my family to the temple and lunch before meeting Irene. It was seriously an impromptu arrangement as I only asked her out at 10am. Met her at City Hall at 2.30pm before buying the tickets for Alvin and The Chipmunks 2, 4.30pm timeslot at Marina Square. The theatre was so packed that we had to buy seats that were on the 2nd row away from the screen. The movie was really nice and funny. If you enjoy the Alvin and The Chipmunks 1, you would definitely enjoy this movie.
After the movie, we had dinner at Suntec City Swensen's. Well, the details for dinner and after that, you don't really have to know.
For all I can say that yesterday(25/12) was a day full of impromptu events. Sorry to you for what I had done. I guess, it wasn't as positive as it was hoped to be. Thanks a lot to Irene and I really owed her a huge favour.
In an hour's time, it will be 36hours since I last slept. Oh man. My body clock is super super screwed.
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
Thursday, December 24, 2009
~ 2:42 AM ~
Finally came back from Bangkok on the 22nd. I just realised how dependant I was on the internet. I felt a little uncomfortable not being able to use the internet because that was one of the main source of entertainment for me. I ended up paying 60baht per hour to use the computer at the hotel on the 2nd night when I couldn't sleep. In all, the entire trip was just shopping and walking and eating and the whole cycle continues for each day. The food was really nice there. The roadside food stall, jap food and chinese food and seafood at restaurants. LOLS! I am feeling kind of fat now especially when I haven't been exercising since the holiday started. Bought quite a lot of things but they weren't exactly what I wanted to buy there. In the first place, I wasn't planning to buy anything from there since there was nothing that I really really need. Oh well..just buy to stock up at home. Anyway, I wanted to find Sok Peng at there but she stayed so far away from my hotel. In the end, I managed to meet Shiwee at the shopping centre which I thought he won't be going. It was really cool to meet someone at overseas when it wasn't planned at all. Took quite a number of photos which I am going to post in Facebook. Think one of the highlight of the trip was the car showroom at one of the shopping centres. The showroom had a Maserati, 3 BMWs, 1 Lotus, 3 Lamborhginis, 3 Porsches, 1 Bentley and an Audi. The cars were really "chio". Lols. Well, that's that and it was great to get out of town once in a while. It somehow just distracts you from other things but I was sure one thing remained in my mind throughout the entire trip.
With the end of the holiday trip and soon-coming-to-end Christmas, it is time for me to find a job and occupy my holiday time. But the thing is I still don't even know when I am enlisting. This is seriously screwed. If the interviewer asks me when I am enlisting and I give the blank look, I guess my chances of being employed would be real slim. Oh well. I just hope I won't be enlisting with the poly people. If not, my university admission will be on the risk of being jeopardized.
should have seize the time when it came straight away
waiting and pondering how to go about it caused me everything
I guess, I should really learn how to prioritize things properly
I felt so dumb then
someone has offered me a new year resolution
my instincts and feelings tell me that that definitely will not be on my list for now
not going to feel dumb again
giving up what I can afford to do so
because I know in the end, what I gave up will always be offered to me again
In the middle of the night
When I'm in this dream
It's like
A million little stars
Spelling out your name
You gotta, come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Oh
In the middle of the night
We could form this dream
I wanna feel you
By my side
Standing next to me
You gotta, come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of heaven
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
Thursday, December 17, 2009
~ 2:48 PM ~
Went Teo Heng KTV at Katong Shopping Centre with the class people on Tuesday. It was my first time singing out loud with people around me. Super embarrassing and weird especially when you suddenly "zhao siang". But it was fun. I didn't expect Weiyi to know that I am a Jay Chou fan then he had selected like 6 Jay Chou songs in a row for me and also for the rest to sing with me. I think I sang Qing Tian, Bai Se Feng Che and some others plus David Archuleta's Crush and A Little Not Too Over You. Let's go K again! Lols. After ktv, we went over to Parkway for pool. I left early because I wanted to go NP chalet and spend some time with the juniors. Cycled from Downtown to Bedok 85 there for supper before cycling back. I was super awake throughout the cycling trip and not even a bit tired. Maybe it was because of the experience I had after cycling from ECP to Downtown East the other time. Went home about 9am before sleeping at 1pm because I totally couldn't sleep when I got home. Looks like my insomnia is really bad?
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
~ 4:04 AM ~
gonna be away from 17-22 Dec
somehow have these mixed feelings
like who will read my blog and bothers to know that I will be away
oh well
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
~ 3:23 AM ~
think I over-reacted that night
but seriously, it was like a shock to me
I didn't expect that to happen and it happened like 3 months ago
I was like "what?!"
hopefully what we set out to do, will be done
just taking my time now
one step at a time
I just got this feeling that it isn't the usual self
prove me right please?
you blew me away that night
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
~ 3:02 AM ~
Prom was fun! It was so much better than sec sch prom. And I went prepared with a camera. It was so last minute when I borrowed the camera from Edwina on Wednesday afternoon. The best thing is that the camera is hot pink in colour! But it wasn't that bad since it added colour to my attire and I got to see the expression of people going "cool....". Lols! Took quite a lot of photos especially when it was the last time to see most of them. Yup. After prom, we went to clarke quay with initial plans to go to a less noise pub to talk and drink. In the end, we went to coffee club to slack first before going to Mac for breakfast. Then plans changed and we went to the river side outside Central to talk instead since it was much closer to the MRT station. Prom was seriously awesome.
Got home at about 8am, slept at 10 and woke up at 1pm to go for bowling since Calvin and Rong Quan were enlisting on Friday. Accompanied them for bowling then went for dinner with SW, Amelin and Irene at Fish and Co. Initially wanted to watch movie at Ehub but Amelin just realised that it was too late to watch when we were on the platform already. So we sat at the platform there to play truth or dare or should I say, truth cos all of them were truth questions until 11.30pm. Lols. It was seriously a miracle that I could stay up for that long. Imagine, sleeping at 6am on Wednesday morning, waking up 11am, then stayed up the entire night, slept for 3 hours on Thursday and then slept at 5am on Friday morning. Think I really screwed up my body clock. Does this means I am suffering from insomnia?
Then on Friday, about 15 of the usual people came over to my house for a stayover. It's been sometime since they last had a stayover at my house. Well,it is also sort of a celebration for the poly people after their exams ended, so..yup. And I didn't get to sleep again. It didn't really matter since I was like wide awake at that kind of time.
Going to be away from 17-22 Dec. There are bound to be misses even though "it" is just seeing. After that, hope all the Christmas plans are settled and let's enjoy Christmas!
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
~ 2:27 AM ~
no one shall know what happened that night except for 6 people
whatever has been said, has been said
there are just some things that I didn't know beforehand
if not, there might be some change
like approaching sp and g before vl and sw
I just don't seem to be able to make the most correct decisions before acting
and then ended up with some form of regret
it is not an easy lesson to learn though
and I don't wish to lie to you
oh well
crazier by Taylor Swift start of everything
a little not too over you by David Archuleta claims the ending
on another matter
I don't know if you will be reading this entry but it doesn't really matter anymore
after slightly more than a year, I finally realised what was the problem after seeing E and SW
it was partly my change and also we ain't like others
I don't mean that there are fixed activities
is just that we didn't do what we are supposed to do
it was the time
there were many considerations until I gave up
read between the lines
you should know what I meant if you think hard enough
oh well
like what I said, it no longer matters
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
~ 2:15 AM ~
Just realised I haven't been updating my blog as frequent as I wanted especially after the end of exams. Wasn't in the right mood to do anything also. I mean, is like I am doing things for the sake of doing them. I don't get the supposed fun out of them.
Anyway, 12 of us went for an overnight cycling from East Coast Park(ECP) to Downtown East on last Monday after dinner. It was really a new experience for me because it's my first time doing an overnight cycling from one place to another. I think we cycled for almost 20km! From ECP Burger King to Changi Coast to Changi Beach to Changi Village and finally Downtown East. Reached there about 2.30am to rest and wait for breakfast time in McDonald's while playing card games. Finished breakfast about 5.30am after which most of them departing for East Coast Park again because 6 of our bicycles were rented. Shiwee and I went home instead because we initially cycled to ECP on Monday night and we ain't crazy to cycle back to ECP again. It was really fun cycling with them but my butt and legs were aching after that. Haha!
Then on Thursday, E actually planned a surprise for SW which was to have some of his class people to turn up at Escape and celebrate his birthday I and her have been planning since Saturday when she told me to ask some of our classmates to go. In the end, only me,sp and yl turned because the rest weren't free. The sad part is that she let out the surprise during breakfast with him. Too bad! Despite 3 of the best rides in Escape have been removed, he still had his fun that day. Felt damn bad that day though, I brought the wrong emotions. Oh well..
Was looking back at my super old blog entries and I can't believe that I actually typed them. I don't even know what they meant after reading them. For all I know, that is certainly NOT "ME". All those weird thinkings that I have and the funny language that I used. Interesting. And these entries from 2/10/05 to 29/11/06 will be gone ! My blog is 4 years and 2 months old. Wow.
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
Thursday, December 03, 2009
~ 1:57 AM ~
oh well
what was supposed to be said has been said
no need for anymore colour coding because you already knew who you are
but anyway, that colour will always be your's
hope that things won't change much especially after what I have told you
just want you to know that
reconsider isn't really what I want
and I chose to be stubborn
you know what i mean
some way or another, you are special
you are the first that makes me feel this way
that's that
for some reasons, i feel apologetic towards you and also want to say thanks to you
lyrics for "crazier" just sums up everything
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
