Saturday, August 29, 2009
~ 2:23 AM ~
This year seems to be passing very fast. As cliche as it can be, with a blink of an eye, it is already end of August. I still can remember that last year was a painful year; totally didn't understand certain topics, chiong-ing project work, failing mid-years with 4Us because I didn't have the time to study, and miraculously passing the promos exam with an "A" for Math. Well, there are of course other things that happened last year but I can't seem to remember them that clearly. Back to now, everything is all about revision and doing papers. The cycle repeats itself each day. Everyone is chiong-ing to a point where most of us felt so drained. Oh well..A Level is meant to be like this eh?
Took a break yesterday to really enjoy myself so as to chiong for Prelims now. Went out with the usual people to celebrate Aaron, Wendy, Kah Hwee, Charmaine and Kenji birthdays by going to Hanabi Japanese Restaurant for buffet dinner. Well, the details of the dinner, shan't elaborate on them though. But overall, it was quite fun luh. After all, I haven't been going out for the past few weeks. Homework just keeps on piling up and has taken most of my time during the weekends. As for the photos of yesterday's outing, find them in facebook bah.
each day goes by and that means
I am going to see you lesser
especially during these two weeks before prelims
on one hand, I won't really get distracted but on other hand, to be honest, I would be thinking of..
there are so many things in my head that I wished I could tell you
but I doubt I could do so
wonder how you would react if I ever told you those
after all, we don't really know each other as well as I wished we could be
oh well
maybe drop hints?
lols
how weird can human nature be?
We only start to cherish people/things when we are about to lose them
honestly, although life in mjc can be very mugger-ish but somehow I believe I will miss this life
to think that I thought my class was quite segregated, in actual fact, we all just need some time to really be ourselves with our classmates
we got so much closer together this yer but this close-ness that we have, is short-lived
people start to really show who they are; the lame-ness,eccentric-ness,nonsensical,funniness and so on
well, maybe I do a better reflection on jc life after everything is official over
but as for now, there are bound to be misses of bits and pieces from everywhere.
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
~ 11:57 PM ~
I once heard, dreams are creation of your imagination and creativity with a tinge of reality
so, maybe when u have dreamt of something
that thing will eventually happen
well, i do hope mine happens
I didn't expect u to appear in mine that night
although it was short, but i suppose for now, that's enough
wanted to approach you last evening
but you were with your friends
was wondering whether you would feel weird if I were to talk to you
but in the end, I didnt
seldom see you staying back to do your work
oh well
sometimes, I just hope you would open up more
then at least I know what to do next
but for now, the least I could do is just..
there are more that I want to type here
but I guess, it won't really be that appropriate
on another matter, another one knows about it
so that makes 4 persons who know what is actually going on
that should be enough
things would get worse if more people know
oh well
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
Sunday, August 09, 2009
~ 1:17 AM ~
Just realised that I haven't been blogging for like a month already. Guess there ain't much to blog about also. School is like, nothing but tests,lectures and revision, with the exception of PE lessons. At least we got to do some PE elective games. I chose rockclimbing/abseiling and table tennis. Rockclimbing/abseiling was fun. The school's abseiling wall is about 6 storeys high if I am not wrong. The last time I almost did abseiling was during primary schoo but it was going to rain, so I didn't go for it. Lols. As for table tennis, I was kind of wondering why I chose it, not that the lessons are boring but there were better choices. I should have chose volleyball which seems more fun and at least, it will give me a better chance at..
Oh well..
at least we are talking more often for the past 2 weeks
perhaps it was because of the school work that allowed us to do so
the day gets closer and closer
i wonder what will happen after we are released for our study break and subsequently after prelims
chances of us meeting would be slimmer
unless it is pre-arranged
maybe by that time, it could be pre-arranged unlike now
just trying my luck every evening now
hoping that each day would be like that evening
i missed my chance that evening
was wondering in the bus, why I didn't stop and turn around
oh well..
no use crying over spilled milk
its 44 now and starts with a K! =)
