Sunday, November 30, 2008
~ 10:42 PM ~
The Sec 4s had their POC last Thursday. But it was rather saddening because only 9 of their whole squad came. Actually, it also doesn't really matters. What was important was that 8 out of 9 of them were the more active one (Samuel, Kelly, Kai Ting, Jin Jia, Ming Jun, Adeline, Ryan and Jason). Miss Si showed a short video on the Sabah trip and Ryan had painstakingly made a video specially dedicated to the Sec 4s with all their photos since Sec 1. It was so obvious that all of them had changed, especially in terms of size and thinking. Applause for Ryan, who was "rebellious" when he was Sec 2, had changed for the better and also one of the more promising one.
Actually, I am also not really that close with the Sec 4s, partly because I was the Logistics AIC during my time. Then I came back to help with this year's Campcraft Competition with the 8 of them there. After all the cadets had given the Sec 4s gifts and made their short speeches, the CIs also had to give a short speech. Oh well, I didn't really have much to say them but all I can say was I was impressed by their motivation level. That's something for the others to learn too!
After which, I went to talk to the Sec 4s and Kelly opened her gift from the Sec 1s. The card was pasted in a shape which was so awww..>< Those who were there when she opened her gift confirm know what shape it was. Then, I read through those comments the cadets wrote for the Sec 4s. The most outstanding comment: Ryan - gangster and ah kua. All because of his ear piercing. Lols.
In the evening, I went out with Kenji to find Jolyn who was bored at her class chalet. And don't know whose bright idea it was to walk from escape theme park to the spider web there. Super far lah. On the way there, we were like teasing Jolyn about she being an auntie and she is very scared of tickling! When we reached the spider web, we realised that it has been demolished. Spent about half hour there and we have to walk all the way back to escape theme park there to pick Michelle up. And I can tell you Michelle talks like a small kid. She drags her words like "somemmooreeee" or "pass food, i hungry". Lols. Finally, thanks to her who pushed me onto the grass patch with mud lah. Grrr...
That's all. That's a tiring day. Slept at 4am, woke up at 7am for np training and didnt rest at all until 10.30pm at night. =x Lols.
Monday, November 24, 2008
~ 12:33 AM ~
Gary recently asked me how long it has been
I told him I forgotten
but then I just told him just now, one year and still counting
oh well
my patience
is it a virtue or something that will harm me?
I think my longest was 2 years?
that was quite sometime ago le
I am not trying to break the record but
I believe my perseverance will get me there someday
I hope
had another fun bitching session last Friday after training
I became the target for a while and Hilary got her pokes by me
all because of what she said
too bad =p
Sunday, November 23, 2008
~ 10:14 PM ~
Kelly's and Jin Jia's "never fail chocolate chip cookies" recipe did not fail in the end. They came to Dunman for npcc training on Friday morning and they were talking about chocolate chip cookies after Kelly took out a list of recipes that she had copied from the net. During the later part of the training, Kenji told Kelly about I baking cookies thing and then the two girls decided to come to my house to bake cookies since I have an oven at home.
Their recipe was really weird. Imagine having a pinch of salt as one of the ingredient. There were like 13 ingredients and 6 steps in their "never fail chocolate chip cookies" recipe while I only have 7 ingredients and 1 step for my recipe. =x But in the end Kenji said their cookies are soft but chewy while mine are hard and crunchy.
And, Kelly is super random! I didnt talk to her as often so pardon me if I am slow. I was talking to her and Jin Jia when they were baking the cookies and she was like suddenly side-tracked. Come to think of it, I should have talk with them more often last time. Oh well, my fault.
Here are some photos that I took.
Kelly and her snickers
The cookies that Kelly and Jin Jia baked
The big biscuit - Jin Jia's creation
Thursday, November 13, 2008
~ 10:29 PM ~
seriously, I didnt that happened until she told me about it
I was so so sorry to mention about something so personal
she looked like she wanted to cry when i mentioned it
then later she told me what happened
it wasnt the pain on the hand, but rather the pain in her heart
she blamed me for mentioning it when we were walking along the corridor
I apologised to her but I don't know whether she heard it
today's training was fun luh
I spent like 1+hr talking to the 6 sec 3s present
oh wait,it is not talking
it is bitching and gossiping
lols
who says only girls can bitch and gossip?
it was interesting to know all those things
I can't say much about it because u have to be there to know it all!
haha
it is good to just sit there and relax, talk with the sec 3s
makes npcc more fun
Monday, November 10, 2008
~ 11:23 PM ~
不知道为什么我会有这种感觉
那是一种不应该有的感觉
那一段时间，我有一种不懂怎样形容的感觉
现在只是想利用音乐来“麻醉”自己
I tried so hard to change certain things
but I dont think it will be useful or helpful anymore
it is just pointless
what is it makes everything like this?
like what i said
is it so hard to have a simple request?
but then again, I cant force or whatever
was it a mistake that I have made?
but I couldnt carry on that way
it doesnt make sense anymore
even others could also tell
there's no point in continuing on
i couldnt do the same thing as what others did
空虚...
Sunday, November 09, 2008
~ 5:54 PM ~
quiz tagged by kenji (zzz)
1. Aaron
2. Kah Hwee
3. Ze Hui
4. Chin Yang
5. Zhang Xiang
6. Gary
7. Wei Guang
8. Yong Hong
9. Colin
10. Chester
11. Xiu Chen
12. Sarah
13. Wendy
14. Felicia
15. Charmaine
16. Clement
17. Jolyn
18. Ralph
19. Chun Luan
20. Michelle
1. How did you know 14? [Felicia]
same cca and same sec sch
2. What would you do if you never meet 1? [Aaron]
erm, i am not gay?
3. What if 9 and 20 date each other? [Colin and Michelle]
impossible. they dont know each other.
4. Will 6 and 17 date? [Gary and Jolyn]
dont think so. gary wants to stay single for now
5. Describe 3. [Zehui]
someone who keeps everything to himself
6. Is 8 attractive? [Yong Hong]
how am i suppose to answer this? maybe see him in his favourite singles and u decide for yourself. :)
7. Describe 7. [Wei Guang]
he emos too!
8. Do you know any of 12's family members? [Sarah]
nope
9. What if 18 confess to you? [Ralph]
I am so not a gay!
10. What language does 15 speak? [Charmaine]
English and Chinese. Duh -.-
11. Who's going out with 9? [Colin]
no one. maybe his super thick hair
12. How old is 16? [Clement]
17
13. When did you last speak to 13? [Wendy]
On Zehui's birthday? Tuesday I think.
14. Who's 14's fave singer? [Felicia]
no idea
15. Will you ever date 4? [Chin Yang]
he is attached already
16. Is 2 attractive? [Kah Hwee]
see for urself
17. What is 10's last name? [Chester]
Chng!
18. School of 3? [Zehui]
temasek poly
19. Where does 6 live? [Gary]
erm,somewhere in tampines? nv ask him before
20. What is the fave thing of 5? [Zhang Xiang]
his psp? or his super curly leg hair?
21. When is 11's birthday? [Xiu Chen]
no idea. but i think it has passed.
22. To all of you who have read this post, it’s a MUST to do it. :D
One more quiz;- The person who tagged you to do this quiz is :
kenji kwok li xian!
-Relationship with him ?
friends. duh
- Most memorable thing he has ever said to you ?
cant rmb. he suans.
- If he became your lover , will you ?
never! not with a chicken
- If he really became your lover what must he improve on ?
he will self improve
- If he became your enemy , you will ..
murder then bbq? roast chicken is tasty
- How do you think the people around you think about you ?
someone who emos
- The characteristic in you that you like?
organisation skills?
- The characteristic in you that you hate?
a bit boring
- Most ideal person you want to be?
leader
- For people who love and care for you , say something to them :
thanks a lot!
-Pass this quiz on to 10 other people :
1. Aaron
2. Charmaine
3. Wei Guang
4. Zehui
5. Ralph
6. Chin Yang
7. Chun Luan
8. Germaine
9. Jolyn
10. Michelle
- Who is 6 having a relationship with? [Chin Yang]
with a girl who has a big forehead!
- If 7 and 10 get together , will it be a good thing? [Chun Luan and Michelle]
they dont even know each other
- What is 2 studying? [Charmaine]
same as me! mjc.
- What kind of band does 8 like? [Germaine]
no idea
- Does 1 have any siblings? [Aaron]
yeah. an older brother
- Will you woo 3? [Wei Guang]
I am so not a gay!
-How about 7? [Chun Luan]
she has someone in mind already
- Is 4 single? [Zehui]
yup
- What's 5 surname? [Ralph]
yip, I think.
- What's 10's hobby? [michelle]
erm, get involved in church activities
- Does 5 and 9 get along well? [Ralph and Jolyn]
they dont know each other
- Where is 2 studying at? [Charmaine]
i thought i have answered this question?
- Say smth about 1. [Aaron]
has dark coloured skin
- Where does 9 live? [Jolyn]
Pasir Ris, near pasir ris primary school?
- What colour does 4 like? [Zehui]
black?
- Are 5 and 1 good friends? [Ralph and Aaron]
yup.
- What is 6 doing now? [Chin Yang]
u want to sms him and ask on your own?
finally! I am done with this super long quiz.
Saturday, November 08, 2008
~ 6:00 PM ~
oh well
so much for all I have done
I dont expect a lot of things in return
all that I wanted are simple stuff
is that so difficult to get them?
so I just continue or stop now?
but everything seems to revolve around it
I dont know what will happen if I just stop it now
dont know how to say it out either
for fear that everything would just crumble in that instance
I finally broke into my emo-state
after 3 weeks of "dont know what's my feeling" state
oh well
lastly,I dont post emo entries as and when you want to read it
Kelly and her snickers
The cookies that Kelly and Jin Jia baked
The big biscuit - Jin Jia's creation